Tuesday, July 25, 2006

I confess...

I confess, to Almighty God and to you my brothers and sisters...

I hide behind this facade, shivering with fear of someone seeing through me. I know I'm not what they think I am.

You're useless.

No one has ever said those words to me before. I was the brand for responsibility. And I earned it. I made you believe it and I believed it myself. But now that image is wearing away, exposing the real me, whimpering in the background.

I feel so naked.

It was a facade - of intelligence, of courage. I fooled everyone, and in the bargain, I fooled myself. I am the real victim of this deceit.

So in a moment of truth, I confess..

I confess, , to Almighty God and to you my brothers and sisters that I have sinned through my own fault...

I cannot do the things I claim to do. Or the things you now claim I can do. I am a coward for I lied to you.

You're useless.

And now they know.

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