Rare Romanticism

This is a rare moment for me. Very rarely have I been in this mood in the past year or so. There is always reason to hope and a duty to be positive, but I chose the other route: Nonchalance with a smidge of cynicism.

And so to find myself in this moment of romanticism is a surprise. I fantasize about the Guy I will spend the rest of my life with. And it is a real fantasy. I imagine a life of success along with hardships, laughter along with fights, fun with friends along with family.

For a moment, I believe. And I try to suck all the sweetness out of it that I can. This is a rare moment.